people are looking at me weird or not at all

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excerpt from email:

my parents told the pastor at church that im having mental problems. he was very supportive. but then i noticed people were looking at me weird. laughing at me behind my back. some people would not looking at me at all. one person was making a joke, then said 'o, not you'. why did he (the pastor) have to tell people. my parents said pray for them. i dont want my friends at school (university) to know. my regular doctor said im having anxiety. all guys go through this.

from papa hiirm:

first your pastor was wrong to tell others. if i was there, i would pop him in the nose. OK, NOT REALLY. and please dont do that. but this makes me angry. there are people out there you can trust. your parents were a little anxious. but we are always wanting to fix our chidren and sometimes get impatient. your doctor sounds like a wise person.

sometimes we think the pastor or church leaders - spiritual leaders are the wisest in dealing with our lives. pastor does mean leader, guide, overseer of the congregation. i have found some of the wisest people in church are the ones that have raised nice loving children. many times i have asked them for advice. i have hanged around them just to see how they handle situations.

for the people that are acting stupid (looking at me weird. laughing at me behind my back. some people would not looking at me at all ... ect...) pray for them! everytime they come up in your mind - PRAY FOR THEM!! even if you have to do that 3000 times in a day. soon satan will get tired and pick on someone else.

dont have a faith crash. thats when satan sends his spirits to tear you down. Christ builds you up. then satan comes back with the grandmama, big papa, great great granny spirits - trying to leave you in a worst shape than before.

ive been through this and didnt know it. life can be weird. but HE is with us all the time!!

i hope this helps your situation. please feel free to write just to talk or ask a question.

keep praying, yoUR Heavenly FATHER heard you when these thoughts were drafted in your mind. ask HIM to help you to be faithful and kindhearted. HE will answer and give you the desires of your heart.

Psalm 37

¹Fret not thyself because of evildoers, neither be thou envious against the workers of iniquity.

²For they shall soon be cut down like the grass, and wither as the green herb.

³Trust in the LORD, and do good; so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be fed.

⁴Delight thyself also in the LORD: and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.

⁵Commit thy way unto the LORD; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.