over me and I have to get on the internet or find someone who will talk on the
phone or anything. I feel like I am betraying everyone,
especially God. I know that these things can be defeated,
but they seem to be getting more intense. especially since im trying to live right. i go to church but im not really studying much. im actively involved I was doing the bare minimum and that is not going to help me. i know God will help me. He helps all of us. thanks for listening.